
OK, 26 weeks ago, I could not run 2 miles straight! Now, here I am on November 14th, 2009 with three amazing ladies fixing to go pick up my packet at the Alamo Dome for the 1/2 marathon the next day! At the expo I had to choose what corral I was going to be in. My initial goal was to finish in 3 hours, so that put me in corral 29. According to all my training, I think the very best I could possibly do is 2 hours and 30 minutes. At the expo, I estimate 2 hours and 45 minutes (underestimating myself as Monique is always telling me) and place myself in the corresponding corral. These girls are fast and in corral 13. The girls encourage me to get in whatever corral I want - make it MY race. They promise to wait for me at the finish line. Thank you ladies! It was fun to walk around with these girls and look at all the running stuff for sale.

I got my Rock N Roll 1/2 Marathon shirt! My dear friend, Kim, was sweet enough to teach me race etiquette: You can't wear the shirt until after you run the race!

Monique, I love you! Your enthusiasm is rubbing off on me!

Dawn is the one with the baby in the stroller! You go girl! Last year, she ran it pregnant. Yes, very impressive!

Kim & Monique, I LOVE YOU!!! Y'all are superstars in my life!

Here we are in the hood in front of Kim's RV. We're going to park it downtown over night 1.8 miles from the start line. This way, we avoid morning traffic and have a GREAT warm-up walking to the race. Getting to go downtown and hang out with these girls in the RV was like a retreat before the race for me! Thank you Kim! You were truly my shepherd - leading me to green pastures! My life was such a whirlwind in the days before the race...if I could only make it to this place right here, then I knew Kim would take care of the rest and I could actually have room to breath. Kim got us the fun "star" glasses! Thank you Kim, they were so fun! They reminded me of Sunday School when we taught the 3 year-olds to "Shine like stars for Jesus!"

Dinner at the RV. This is the place of rest I was looking forward to since Wednesday. Kim incorporated prayer and praise into this time and it was truly a retreat for me. It was exactly where I wanted to be - in a safe place where Jesus is glorified and leaned on.

Dawn, I couldn't do anything when I had little kids...I felt so paralyzed! Here you are running marathons pregnant and breastfeeding your 4th child! I had to wait until Freedom was 4 before I'd even try! I ADORE this picture!

Dawn and Kim getting their shoes ready for the race!

We've got our chips for our shoes! I'm so happy to be here. Can I really run 13.1 miles straight? Tomorrow I will find out!

This is the morning of the race. We're all ready to walk to the starting line! Officer Cheri stayed with us overnight b/c we were a little nervous about sleeping in the RV downtown. Thank you Cheri!

We're ready!!!!! I'm thinking like Monique, "Bring it on!" I'm also thinking about what my hubby told me, "It's just another run."

This is our post race picture - less than 10 minutes after I finished. I was downright ecstatic at this point. These ladies waited almost 1 hour for me at the finish - which almost makes me want to cry! I thought I was going to be totally alone in this thing - but these women were SO there for me! Thank you sisters!
I learned a lot of wonderful things preparing for and running this race. I'll try to bullet them all, praying that all the good gifts the Lord gives me pass on to my children...and all the things that are not of Him would fall away.
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An example - Jon and I climbed the highest mountain in New Mexico with some friends a couple of years ago and I met a woman who ran marathons, including the Boston. Her stamina and energy level was so far above everyone else. I wanted that for myself. Her example sparked a dream inside of me. I began to dream about running a marathon.
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A Listener and An Invitation - I entered into this race because a very good friend LISTENED to my dream of running and INVITED me to join a training group. Thank you Monique
Before I move on to point 3, I just have to stop and ponder the power of an example, a listener and an invitation when it comes to God's Kingdom. Is it that simple? We as Christians walk a life that imitates God's way of doing things. We listen to those around us and simply invite them to Christ.
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My goal - My goal in running this race was to increase my stamina. For the very first time in my life, exercise was not about vanity. I felt convicted as a Christian to strengthen this temple for the work of the Lord as a mother and for whatever other jobs He has for me to do. I needed to outlast my children as far as energy levels go.
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A goal reached - Before the race, I reached my goal of increasing my stamina. I outlasted my kids multiple times in playing tag. This gave me a lot of satisfaction. I was no longer a weary mother who had no energy to play tag.
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A follower in training - I trained with a group in San Antonio and they grouped us according to ability. During each long run, I would look for a strong runner and just follow them the entire trip. If they would stop and walk, I would too even if I felt strong enough to keep going. If they were running when I was tired, I just kept running. I had no sense of pace or distance - but they usually had a watch that gave them that information. I considered the person I was following to be Jesus in the race of life. All I had to do was follow - it was that simple and how I felt didn't really matter.
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The race (a) During training, I made a friend and planned to follow her during the race. I got a new phone and didn't have her phone number with me, so was unable to find her at the race. I was glad this happened. When I was waiting for the race to start and I saw how many people were around me, I knew I was going to have run this thing "alone." I was going to have to listen to the training inside of me and follow that which I could not see (the Jesus inside of me). I was going to have to ignore all the people around me and adhere to MY training. I had no idea how I was going to do this without a pace watch, but I knew there was a beautiful lesson in it. I knew if I could stay on my pace level, I could finish in precisely 2 hours and 30 minutes. I had no idea if I could stay on pace for 13.1 miles - the most I ever ran was 10 and never without someone else pacing me.
(b) I prayed for the chidren I have influence over in my life. Make me a strong woman for them.
(c) At mile 5, the Lord came to me and told me I was anointed not only to finish this race, but every race ever to be set before me. Running became very easy and effortless at this point. I thought about my prayer warrior friend, Itza. I knew she was praying for me.
(d) I remember starting to cry as I told the Lord, "I didn't know you were coming!" Of course he is with me wherever I go! (Joshua 1:9)
(e) I began to ponder the power of the presence of the Lord. I considered that He could only take me as fast/far as I had trained my flesh to go. So it is with our time spent in His word.
(f) I remember getting nervous at mile 9. My joints began to ache. I asked the Lord for another one of those energy punches, but quickly submitted. I'm here to run this race according to HIS will - whether it be 2.5 hours or 3. I prayed His will to be done.
(g) I remember continuing to pass people and watching strong bodies rest to walk in front of me. In the past I would have followed their lead and rested myself - worried about getting myself into trouble. But, for this run, I knew didn't have to follow, and maybe, just maybe someone was following me! Some leadership grew in my heart and I thought of my friends praying for leadership to rise up within me.
(h) I considered that I could have never gotten here alone. It took lots of support to get here. An example, a listener, an invitation, a training group, advice from other runners, a husband who pushed when I could feel no ambition driving me and three amazing ladies who took me under their wing on race day. So it is with this race we call life in Christ. It starts with an example and an invitation. It continues with a group - a life group. It continues further with intimate relationships.
(i) Losing sight of your goal: At mile 13, I could not see the finish line. There was a hill that was kicking my butt and then the last .1 miles was a 90 degree turn to the right. I saw the 13 mile marker, but I didn't see the finish line. The hill was more than I could handle and I started to walk. A lady in the crowd read my shirt and yelled "Come on Amy!" I looked her in the eye and said, "THANK YOU!" I smiled and jogged up that little hill and then an amazing thing happened. I turned right and saw the finish line. Oh to keep your eye on the goal - Jesus. How empowering that is! I picked up the pace and ran in as fast as I could after a 13-mile jog. When I consider that moment in time, I think of Peter walking on the water. When his eyes were on the goal, Jesus, he could do anything. But to stop and look at the waves brings discouragement and doubt.
(j) As I crossed the finish line the announcer reads my shirt and says in his wonderful booming announcer-type voice, "Amy has run it!" He spoke a half-truth. The 2nd half was "by the grace of God!" WE finished the race in EXACTLY 2 hours, 30 minutes and 10 seconds. Ecstatic is the best word to describe how I felt - downright ecstatic! I have to laugh at myself b/c I didn't know what to expect at the finish line. They were handing out medals right then and there as we crossed! WOW! There were a lot of people holding medals out with one hand. I immediately noticed a man who held the medal different than everyone else. He held the necklace open with both hands. I caught his eyes and with my big, goofy finish-line smile went straight to this guy. I didn't take my medal. I dipped my head right in for him to "crown me." I knew I was being a major dork and he and I exchanged dorky smiles...but I didn't care. When I finish this race called life in valley of the shadow of death, I pray Jesus has a crown for me. I will receive it. I pray he gives me one so I have something, anything of value, to lay at his precious feet.
IT FELT SO GOOD TO BE WHO I WANTED TO BE!!!! Thank you hubby & friends - who got me there! I am so hooked and am definitely going at it again!
It was only a HALF marathon, MAYBE one day I will do a full if it's the Lord's will. Or maybe what He has for me is accomplished with the half alone. I'm not sure. But even though it was ONLY a half, this experience was SO rich for me!
7. A Legacy - So I had 3 BEAUTIFUL children waiting for me in the front yard when I got home. The girls cleaned the house while I was gone - they cleaned their bedrooms, the living room AND the kitchen! Their daddy didn't even have to tell them...they just wanted to bless me when I got home! The girls drew "Welcome Home" pictures for me. This so warmed my heart. When we pulled up to the house and saw those children in the front yard waiting, I told Kim, "That's what it's all about." She agreed. We've GOT to be who we want to be - for our children! The kids and I watched me cross the finish line online several times and listened to the announcer say, "Amy has done it!" over and over. It was so fun. Freedom kept announcing it later that evening and he eventually changed it to "Freedom has done it!" THAT is what it's all about! They can look at their mother and know that if she did it, they can do it! May we pass on to our children the truth that we truly have the freedom to be who we want to be! And we ARE anointed to finish the races set before each and every one of us!
